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If I can choose, i would rather be mugging now than doing nothing at all!
The days after exam supposed to be relaxing and fun but i find myself not in the mood for anything.

One reason is becos i am broke. The lowest record tt i ever have.
Almost close to zero dollars in my bank account. Thats super pathetic.
Cant buy nice clothes.Cant make new contact.
Cant go out to play. Cant learn driving.
To be entertained needs money. Everything needs money.
I wish i can leave this small island. But it needs money too. Sigh.
Thats the meaning of poverty. :(

Second reason is ...
I had enough. I dun wish to talk abt it anymore.
No point talking about an expired rp.
Life needs to have goals.
It is time to look for new goals.
I want to keep myself preocccupied.
I dun wan to waste time thinking abt things tt i shouldnt be thinking at all.
I am looking forward to going back to sch on next mon.

I am glad tt i am finally back to work. Ya, I miss my tuition kids.
If i can get my pay in advance, it would be better.*dreaming
Nice to see them again. Glad to hear the familiar market noise in the classroom.
I should get more tuition assignment.
Ok, my new goal is to keep myself as busy as possible.

[Trying to forget someone u love is like trying to remember someone you hv never met before.
Time goes by, life goes on but your memories will stay forever.
I thought i hv become stronger but i hv become weaker instead.
You changed the colours of my world. You turned my world upside down.
I wan to run away from all these. But i cant run away from the fact tt i hv lost you.
I hate to deceive myself but yet i hv to do it.
Me wasnt me anymore.
I not only lost you, I lost myself too...]