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I met up with my JC mates at Peizhi's hse. Its so nice to see them again. I think the last time i saw them was more than one year ago ba. Opps. They are still the same and most of them are attached. I dun understand why my frens around me are crazily getting attached. Itiz becos of our age? No more those silly crushes and puppy love. And the next thing is getting engaged and then married and life will be monotonous onwards. Once you reached a certain age, you will realise that these are the things that you need to do. I think i am getting " over twenties blue "... I hate to be over twenties cos time will pass very fast and the next thing u know is that you are 25 already then 30 then 40. ArghhHH I DUN WAN TO GROW UP SO FAST!!!

I read this from Tuesday with Morrie. Sth that strikes my mind. (Huiya, i am gg to finish soon. One more month k. Hee. FYI, i take more than one year to finish reading a storybk. Haa)

Werent you ever afraid to grow old, I asked?
"Mitch, I embrace aging. " Embrace it?
" Its very simple. As you grow, you learn more. If you stayed at twenty-two, you'd always be as ignorant as you were at twenty-two. Aging is not just decay, its growth."
Yes, I said, but if aging were so valuable, why do people always say, "Oh, if I were young again. " You never hear people say, " I wish I were sixty-five."
He smiled. "You know what that reflects? Unsatisfied lives. Unfulfilled lives. Lives that havent found meaning. Because if you've found meaning in your life, you dont want to go back. You want to go forward. You want to see more, do more. You cant wait until sixty-five."

My life is so unsatisfied, unfulfilled. In fact i HATE my life. My life is full of regrets. Can I start all over again from the time i learn how to walk and talk?...