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I wish, I wish, I wish..
that my fyp is in pairs and not indivdual so that I can discuss with my partner all the problems I encounter in the proj, so that there is at least someone to share the stress and workload with me, so that someone will at least understand what the hell I am talking regarding my proj. Nobody seems to understand my proj even tho I tried explaining what it is about. Neither do I understand what my frens' fyp is about. One word: COMPLICATED. Half a sem has gone and I am still at the same spot where I started. NO DIRECTION. LOST. AGITATED. VEXED. ANGRY. Its getting more and more stressed becoz the DEADline for the final report is 13 Mar. One day after my bdae. I am so disappointed with my capability in doing things. First of all, the fyp I am doing has nothing to do with my course of study. Its OPTICS. It was a last min change. Put in other words, I am forced to change to that proj. It was my Prof research proj and I am doing it for my fyp. The diffculty level is 3 times harder. I am very grateful for all the ppl who has help me in my fyp in one way or another but I still have to solve the main prob by MYSELF. Going to bed whenever I faced a prob is my solution now. I always hope I can find some inspiration to solve it after I woke up but I ended up sleeping more, hating the proj more.