<< Upset >>

I hv been feeling very upset since yest night.
I couldnt sleep at all. The guilt accompanied me thro the night.
I was blaming myself for the whole night.
I was even more hurt when u suddenly offline.
I really din mean to get you into trouble.
You helped me so much and yet this is wat you get in return.
I feel like an asshole now.

You hv all the rights to be angry with me.
I just dun understand why u dun seem to mind when i told you abt it on the phone tt day.
Then yest your reaction was so big and you get so worked up.
I know you are a straightforward person, you just say what you want.
Why dun you voice out evrything tt you are unhappy abt on the phone tt day?

I rather we din bump into each other today at heartland.
Cos i duno how i should face you.
I am not sure what Tan said to you but i hope he din blame you for it.
I know you are still angry with me, you din even want to reply my msg.
A sorry cant change anything now but i still want to say i am truly sorry.
I din expect a quarrel to break out btwn us. A serious one somemore.
Itiz a test to our 10 years of friendship?
Reply me when you are no longer angry with me ba.

What a fuckingly shit day!!