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I was on my way to the bus stop when this indian lady in front of me was throwing pieces and pieces of the aluminium foil peeled from her maize corn bought from the pasar malam. Then she started to eat her maize and spit those inedible portion onto the floor. I was so digusted by her behaviour that i overtook her and turn around to get a view of that horrible litterbug. I cursed that one day she will be caught to do CWO!

Few days back I rcv a good news from TiFF that we can do consignment at one of the stall at bugis. I was so happy and brought the goods down but just few hours before meeting TiFF, i rcv a call from her that we are not doing consigment at bugis le due to some stupid management rules. Then the next day we try our luck at hougang point. We approached the stall owner and was rejected straight in the face. Fuck.

Had a chat with TiFF. We talked about our next strategy and it links to alot of topic. Heard TiFF talked about her interesting course Tourism in TP and how she enjoyed her 3 yrs there while I hv nothing to share with her. Listen to TiFF talked about her own problem. She was caught between whether to change job. I realised that in life we dont always have a choice and when you have to make a choice do make the right one cause there wont be turning back. I told TiFF I feel like quitting sch or defer my course to concentrate full time on the business. I feel guilty for not devoting enough time on it.

Went for tuition as usual. I love my sunday class. Its my favorite class. But I dun seem to enjoy teaching anymore. In the past I teach because of passion, now I do it for money. Money is so important in this materalistic world. Its money that make the world goes round.

Today they have endless of math questions to ask and one student asked me a creative thinking math question. I was glad that I know! I always tell my students not to give up and keep on trying. I was easier said than done. I cant even do it. I was feeling so frustrated now. So many things weighing on my mind.