I find my life is full of contradiction.
I am a person who is against of things which can cause harm to my body.
These are the rules I set for myself:
NO to supper.
NO to sleeping late.
NO to coffee.
NO to smoking and 2nd hand smoke.
Becoz of these rules, I always have conflict with darling and friends.
Sometimes I would wonder am I taking my life too seriously?
Am I missing out all the funs becoz of these rules?
Am I a no life person if I sleep very early and seldom hang out late?
I have always been very discipline and strict when it comes to such things.
And its very tiring to refrain myself from violating these rules.
When I violate one of the rules, I will get so worried and unhappy about it.
Life is short and here I am worrying about such trival things.
Feel so stupid for making a big fuss out of it.