<< What is the meaning of life? >>

My life is in a mess now.
I wish i can just sleep forever never to wake up to work.
Can someone tell me what is the meaning of life?
I used to be very clear what i want in life but now...
Where has all my goals go?
Why din i achieve the goals tt i hv planned?
I hate my meaningless life now.
I hate my zhuo bo job.
I hv not been to town for ages.
I really x2 need a break.
I hate routine. I go home straight after work and sleep at 10+ everyday and the cycle just repeat and repeat and repeat...
Why my life has become so meaningless and aimless?

Today i was scolded twice at work.
My colleague has misplaced his stuff and accused me of taking it.
I hate to be accused and somemore his tone is fuckingly rude.
Just becos i am new here? Shit u.
He din even apologise after knowing tt it is his own fault.

Second scolding>> Came back 10 mins late for lunch.
" You are on attachment. The GM has asked me to monitor your lunch hrs. Dun be late next time. "
Hey what the hell is this?! Dun you know it is raining heavily, of course I hv to wait for the rain to stop before i can make my way back. Shit u.

A boring job with low pay, no off days, sat need to come back, lunch cannot be late, deduct pay for reporting to work late. ARGHhh..crazy job!!! :(

Alot of things to rush.
I feel so STRESSED!
Need to write logbook. Its already the 4th week and i haven start writing.
Tuition kids CA2 coming soon. Need to prepare them.
And Tiff, I am sorry if i am slacker to you.
Why so many things to do?
I know i hv grown up, I should learn how to handle things instead of getting so frustrated.
But i just feel so fuck up with my life.