<< Sick Day >>

Decided not to go sch today. Cant catch up with the lecture anyway.
I am super sick and weak after all the puking session yest.
The sch toilet auntie was so mean to chase me out after staying in the cubicle too long.
Damn it. Should have puke on her face instead of the toilet bowl!
I can still hear my stomach churning. It was terrible worse than dying.

I duno whether to give up my centre tuition or private tuition.
Have been feeling vexed about this issue. Arghhh.
After thinking for so many days I still cant make up my mind.
Indecisive! If it is for money wise, I should quit my centre tuition.
But I cant bear to leave my centre kids esp my sunday class.
I have been teaching them since yr 2004. They know my teaching style thou abit sarcastic and I know their strengths and weaknesses. We love each other.
I have seen the improvements they made throughout the 2 years.
Even thou they are very naughty and sometimes make me angry, they meant no harm. They are just a bunch of pure innocent kids, isnt it?
I hv dropped hints on leaving more than once. But when I saw the sad expression on their face, my heart just softened and I stayed on..
Blame it on my sentimental character.

High pay job and job satisfaction dosent coexist and never will. Hate it.