<< NorMaL monday >>

I am getting sick of everything in my life.
I want to leave this small island!!
But why it is always the wrong timing?
Its so hard to find the perfect timing where everyone can make it.
The best is to go alone. No hassle and no need to please everyone.

I am getting more and more insolated over the years.
I dun understand myself anymore.
I have stopping making close frens with anybody.
Duno wats fucking wrong with me.

Getting vexed over my future too.
I am left with one more year before I graduate.
I think I should really sit down and plan my future carefully.
But wat can I do after I graduate? Engineer?
Am I going to do the things that I dun like for the entire of my working life?
I frown when I think of that.

I chatted with a fren regarding this.
She is joining the teaching career.
I have nv thought of teaching as a career even thou I like teaching very much.
Not until she told me the luxurious pay.
Frankly speaking, I am tempted to join the teaching career after hearing it.
That will be my backup plan.

My accounting class in holi has started.
I feel so inferior inside the class.
All the students in the class are so well spoken and out spoken.
And I hate presentation. I hate public speaking.
I dun even have the courage to look at the audience.
My forever weakness.

I am going to Genting Casino AGAIN this sat.
To whack the X-men and this time I will bring more $$.

Waiting for Da Vinci Code and X-Men movie and many more.
I am going to watch all at one go when I come back.