<< Bad Day >>

I cant believe this. My computer is spoilt AGAIN. What the..
This is the 4th time I think. And yes, all my files and photos will be gone. *Mad
I am so embarrased to send my computer for Moo's dad to repair.
Did i break your dad record for being the most regular customer of the year?
Dear Computer, I wish you can talk and tell me where you are not feeling well before you get so seriously ill and fall into a deep coma.

I just finish my Accounting paper. Omg it really sucks!
Lesson learnt: Never take business mod during the intersem cos you will never hv the mood to study for it.
Anyway I am not left with much intersem period. Guess this is the last one.
Next year during this time, I will be going for my graduating trip. No more taking of intersem.
Time really flies. I am already in my fourth year.
I still rem the time when I am still a freshie and all the freshmen orientation and camp. Yucks I hate camp cos I dun like to get dirty.And I always get lost in ntu. I still do ocassionally.
Though I do not have a very active life in campus, I am glad I still managed to make some worthy frens in ntu.
I am eager to know what my future will be like in 5 years time.

I had a really bad day yesterday.
It was not a fight, not an argument or a scolding. It was an emotional struggle.
After all these years I thought I hv become more matured and my relationship with him has changed for the better.
Unfortunately it didnt. Or maybe it never will.
I thought I am rebellious enough to fight back but I just turn soft and let emotions take over me.
Over the 22 years of my life, I have been building walls and barriers against him instead of bridges.
Am I the one at fault? I find ways to connect with him but end up building more walls.
Bad and unpleasant memories flooded my mind the whole night.
The harder I try to forget it or erase it, the more it resurface.
I need a getaway badly. Escape to a quiet and peaceful place alone to sort out my thoughts.
Sometimes I feel that its good to hv a religion. Cos some things only god can help. I hope God hear my prayers.