Time flies. 6 months have passed ever since I started my first permanent job after graduation.
And now I have fully understand why working adults always complain that schooling is better.
Yes, I finally agreed with them.( Nodding my head)

Things that I have come to terms with ever since I started working
1) No mistakes are allowed at work. Once you made a mistake, whatever gd impression the boss previously had about you will be ruined.
2)People come and go is very common. I was upset for a week when I learnt that 3 of my colleagues were leaving the company. It affected me quite badly. I even thought of quitting becoz of that.
3) No matter how much you hate or dun like a colleague at work, always smile and try to be friendly. I hate to put up that false front. I REALLY hate that!

I am so depressed, tired and stressed that I decided to take a long break.
I am on leave for 6 days from yest until next thur.
But I feel so insecure that I couldnt relax in peace.
I am so afraid that my colleagues will call me up to go back for ot or for some stupid meeting.
Frens asked me why I apply so many leave.
I replied jokingly that I was clearing my leave coz I am quitting my job soon.
Maybe..It did cross my mind.
I was very unhappy with my job.
..........
I paused for 15 mins.
I duno how to continue after that statement.
So much unhappiness yet no words can describe how I feel.