Living in an Ironic World

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

<< More story from that night >>

Since yest night, i hv been smiling sweetly.
I admit i hv some hao gan for him but i dun call that falling in love.
Perhaps i dun wish to fall again ba.
My wound is still fresh and raw.
My mind is still thinking of Mx.
But i know he has fallen for me. Oh pls dun.
I din do anything to make him fall in love with me.
Anything but pls dun xi huan shang wo.

Can we just be friends? Still trying to test my theory...
Its either we go back to strangers or we are together forever.
I dun wan both to happen.
I just wan a close guy fren and nothing else. Can?
I am scare that i will mislead him.
But i dun wana lose him.

Why do i always hv to face with such dilemma?
Why cant life be a little simple? or am I making it too complicated?
If 'dont know' can be an answer, i wun hv a hard time making decision.