<< JC Xmas Party >>

I met up with my JC mates at Peizhi's hse. Its so nice to see them again. I think the last time i saw them was more than one year ago ba. Opps. They are still the same and most of them are attached. I dun understand why my frens around me are crazily getting attached. Itiz becos of our age? No more those silly crushes and puppy love. And the next thing is getting engaged and then married and life will be monotonous onwards. Once you reached a certain age, you will realise that these are the things that you need to do. I think i am getting " over twenties blue "... I hate to be over twenties cos time will pass very fast and the next thing u know is that you are 25 already then 30 then 40. ArghhHH I DUN WAN TO GROW UP SO FAST!!!

I read this from Tuesday with Morrie. Sth that strikes my mind. (Huiya, i am gg to finish soon. One more month k. Hee. FYI, i take more than one year to finish reading a storybk. Haa)

Werent you ever afraid to grow old, I asked?
"Mitch, I embrace aging. " Embrace it?
" Its very simple. As you grow, you learn more. If you stayed at twenty-two, you'd always be as ignorant as you were at twenty-two. Aging is not just decay, its growth."
Yes, I said, but if aging were so valuable, why do people always say, "Oh, if I were young again. " You never hear people say, " I wish I were sixty-five."
He smiled. "You know what that reflects? Unsatisfied lives. Unfulfilled lives. Lives that havent found meaning. Because if you've found meaning in your life, you dont want to go back. You want to go forward. You want to see more, do more. You cant wait until sixty-five."

My life is so unsatisfied, unfulfilled. In fact i HATE my life. My life is full of regrets. Can I start all over again from the time i learn how to walk and talk?...

<< WHy?? >>

I am waiting for the hour hand to go to 5 then i can start to prepare to visit my colleagues at sunmicro. They insisted that i come back on the 21st which is today. Ya ya i am coming back...

These two weeks i am enjoying myself too much that i am feeling abit unwell. Ate too many junk food. Choc, ice cream, nachos watever i can find in the kitchen.. Having irregular meals that my gastric is hurting now. The most sinful of all is SUPPER & LATE NIGHTS! Omg.. That is not me! I used to hate supper cos its so unhealthy, and late nights becos i dun wan to turn into panda. Horrible ME! arghhhhh.

<< Freak >>

Today is the 4th day since the commencement of my slack period. Its so great to wake up naturally without being interrupted by the alarm. *shiok. Most of my frens are extending their IA except for me. They must be quite happy working there.

I finally did what I wana to do>> Change a new hairstyle.
I duno whether this hairdo really suit me but somehow i just feel like a freak. You guys must tell me the truth! It is the most outrageous hairdo that i ever had.
This is not the hairstyle that i wanted initially. I wanted something more funky but my hairdresser insisted that i go for this hairdo. I spent 5 hrs at the saloon!! Well, it is not that bad as i think. It is just all about being bold and bringing out my own style. But i fail to do that. Moo almost escorted me from my hse yesterday when we go shopping. Until now i am still feeling abit uneasy with my new hairdo. I JUST FEEL LIKE A FREAK!!

<< Finally >>

I cant believe that i finally left Sunmicro, the hell place which i always call it.
The day i hv been waiting for finally is here.
HEY PEOPLE, I HV GRADUATED FROM MY 22 WEEKS OF ATTACHMENT! Yuppee hooray.
By right the last day should be today 10th of dec but i left yesterday.
Yesterday i din feel sad or anything until the very last 15 mins which i go around to bid goodbye to them. I din realise that actually so many people cant bear to see me leave. And they all say the same thing, " huh..so fast 6 months already ar". This 6 months is so slow to me, waiting for a day to pass is already a torture let alone 6 months. But not now anymore! I can sleep as late as i want from now on until sch reopens. And SAT I DUN HV TO WAKE UP AND DRAG MYSELF TO WORK anymore. sat no work = more leisure + happy. Most importantly, i dun hv to do things which i am not interested it.

Here are my moments at Sunmicro..
Most memorable moment: Received a touching love letter on my second last day even tho the letter is written for fun only.
Most saddest moment: The last 15 mins on my last day. Saw their sad face when i bid goodbye to them.
Most happiest moment: Whenever da jie (Gerald you who rite) is on leave, i feel like i am the da jie. keke.
Most terrible moment: Hard to keep myself awake after a heavy lunch. Feel sleepy yet canot sleep. Only Gerald knows i did next..Shhh..
Most craziest moment: When it comes to Bunny and Tiger..always sneak to ATA just to get a glimpse of Tiger..

GOODBYE SUNMICRO!!!

<< Pissed off >>

Finally i am home for dinner. Missed home cooked food and soup! Something happen in the office today which really pissed me off. It is my once close fren colleague again. I am totally giving up on this friendship. Today i have seen enough all her true colours and i am finally convinced that she is rotten! Yesterday we just had a wonderful dinner together and all the playful time taking photo and joking around the dinner table. And today she is a totally different person. I duno if i am ever a friend to her. If i am, what is her definition of friend? If she really treats me as her friend, why would she gossip behind my back? Doesnt she spare a thought for my feeling? *hurt*

Dear gazebooers, we are finally doing one of the activities that we planned long long time ago>>MOVIE MARATHON. Yuppee. So excited!! Bankus is going to have a memorable 21st bdae with all the horror grossy scary scenes. Hee..We are going to force u to watch...*evil smile

Da bing where are u? Why you dun pick up my call? Call me now!!!