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Today i discovered a secret. I was just trying my luck.
And i found his blog...

Sunday, May 08, 2005
" ur time is more precious.dun waste it.hope u get wat i mean"very demoralising... think i will give up ... dun bother her liao ... spend countless sms consoling her, encouraging her not to give up ... crapping with one another keeping each other company ... y i always fall for the wrong person at the wrong time ... first was elaine, then alice, then her ... farking suay lo ... i hate the feeling ... really hate it ... sometime i hope i am emotionless ... i tried to cool abt life liao ... but then ... a lot of things stil not within ctrl. i choose not to love, i choose not to share, i choose to be selfish, i choose to be bad.i am happier since i know her ... she brightened up my life, making it move again ... i am sure my fren can see the cheerfulness in me these days ... gonna be over soon ... back to my cigee ... my best pal ever ... ... littl3 princ3 at 12:17 AM

Friday, April 22, 2005
"cumming 11th of may suppose to b our 2 yrs anni.no more. ""not ready 4 di er chun yet coz he is constantly on my mind"just some usual sms between us ... think the feeling come at the wrong time for me again ... should i give it a miss? she put it thru so nicely liao lo ... haha back to square one ...she is a nice gal, same frequency too ... can communicate easily ... haha sian liao nothing more to look forward after exam le ...p.s : rin, u got it right tat time ... :) littl3 princ3 at 1:45 AM

Monday, April 11, 2005
exam around the corner, getting more n more tired liao... must hang on till the end lo....project just ended, happen to know 2 nice gal from this project.... one of them is my lecture hall eye candy... Vz: she is sweet, cute, forever cheerful ... the other is p.m ... J: she is more independent, crappy and lovely at times. suddenly find myself falling into love again, or was it crush? dun worry too much la...hope things will straighten themselve out... dun wan to be troubled by this kinda thing anymore... gd nite and gd luck for my exam littl3 princ3 at 3:00 AM

Friday, March 25, 2005
finally has got something to write...today is a happy day... talk to my lecture hall eye candy today... i was discussing project with p.m and she was her fren... whooooooo~~ she is so cute so sweet... ever cheerful... :) her smile will melt every guy ... hope to have more chance to know her ... late le update again tml~~~ zzzzz littl3 princ3 at 2:27 AM

Maybe i shouldnt have come into the picture.
You see, he like Vz in the lst place.
And he oso told me before he find her cute.
Then why now he xi huan shang wo.
If the 1 nite stay in sch din happen, maybe now we wun feel so sad.
I feel even more upset cos i know i hv hurt him in one way or another.