Living in an Ironic World

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

<< Real world >>

I hv been too naive about this real world.Everything appears to be so perfect to me.
Whenever i need help, there is always someone there for me. However this is not true anymore.Everyone is showing their true self and i am starting to realise how the world works.

A colleague who has been in good terms with me actually gossip behind my back.
Another colleague who always give me the friendiest smile actually backstab me.
The same colleague who has been so helpful suddenly leave me in lurch when i needed help the most. And recently my colleagues hv been gossiping about me and my 'daddy' and i din even realise it until daddy told me.I rather daddy keep this from me.

Why must things be so complicated? Or am i too innocent? Too insensitive?
After this incident, i lost trust in my closest colleague. We are still friends but we talk less and joke less. I still couldnt believe she gossip behind my back. i tend to be very careful in what i tell her now. As for daddy, we are not that close anymore. The gossip has affected the pure dau&daddy relationship we had.I just wish to go back to sch real soon. #8 more weeks to go.

A 50 yrs old machinst in my company has been fired due to low productivity. There is always a new topic for gossip everyday. He has three children to support and nobody mention about his wife. Three kids are still schooling. The company is not paying him any compensation. I feel sorry for him. Will he be able find a new job to support his kids given his age? Will i suffer the same fate as him too when i am old? Nah.. i am still young to think about this..

Will not be in singapore for this week.
Dear gazebooers, pls resume our friday gathering before our fellowship...
Hope to see you guys soon when i am back. Love ya.