<< Fuck. again >>

I duno what the hell I have been doing these days. I just know that I am sinking into depression mood again. ArghHH. I am not OK! Why am I going through all these shit again and again? I need to release all my emotion that is building up inside me!!! Every little thing is enough to make me lose control of my emotion. Everything is so gloomy out there. I just feel like staying in bed with my blanket and rot there. I dun wan to go school, I dun wan to go out and I just dun feel like doing anything now. I need a hug BADLY and maybe a shoulder too. I know I have been offending alot of people and my attitude really sucks but i simply DUN CARE. just LEAVE ME ALONE. fuck.