<< Giddy >>

My head is spinning as if I have been spinned in the washing machine for an hour. My head feel like its going to explode any time. I have been having late nights consecutively for 4 days and sleeping for only 4 hrs a day. This is crazy. I hope the sch will have study break so that I can concentrate fully on my revision. Haiz..left another 15 days. I have 7 module to study which means I have left with 2.1 days for each module. Arghhhh..

Its the last day of a month. Why time pass so fast without me realising it? Am I too preoccupied with my own stuff all the time that I din realise 3 months has actually gone since the day sch reopens? June I was in thailand, July I was in Redang and now its going to be Nov soon. I really look forward to my Genting trip in Dec. Haa. I want to gamble, gamble and gamble. Thats the only place i am interested to visit. Maybe the casino management can introduce more kawaii jackpot machine of walt disney character and doraemon. ;p

Was introduced to a nice pub called 'Live Impact' at clark quay by Tiff. We met up on last fri with Yaya too for drink. We all agreed that we have grown old and prefer 'not-so-noisy' pub than clubbing where we can actually sit down to unwind and chit chat. We talked about a topic tt I hate yet inevitable--our future. A headache and endless topic to discuss. I dun even know where my future lies. But I seriously need to start planning for my future and start saving now.

Tiff, I want to go see the night view at Mt Faber!! Having live in spore for 22 years, I have nv been to Mt faber! Lets have another round of fireworks, bubble blowing and pinic. This time I will make sure my cam is fully charged! haa.

<< Mood swing >>

Woke up with a dampened mood today.
Thanks dear for the mrn call.
But I went back to sleep for another 10 mins before dragging myself to wash up.
I need more rest.
I thought today was still sunday.
My weekends past by like a flash of light.
I wish the sch extend the e-learning week so that I can stay at home for online lec and listen at my own pace.
And I dun hv to waste my precious time travelling back and forth to sch.
I envy those who stay near the sch.
I can jostly well move to hostel but I dun like the environment.

Reasons for my dampened mood:
(a) The haze is upsetting me and disrupting my outdoor activities. I hate polluted air. I can visualise the air filled micro organism and bacteria and when I breathe, millions of them travel through my nose and mouth and into my lungs..
(b)I am having a bad flu and cough. I hv completed my medicine and I see no improvement in my illness. Thats the reason why I dun like to take medicine.
(c)Offended by someone?? Nobody upset me. I am the one who upset ppl. I feel bad for venting my anger on those innocent ppl. Thats why I prefer to isolate myself when I am in bad mood.
(d)24 days to exams. The last time I counted the days was 30 and now... Miracle dun happen all the time.
(e)Cope myself up at home to study, study and study. No entertainment, no hangout, no TV. Ban the stupid exam!!

Wishes:
(a) I wish I was born a genius and have a superb memory---->next life maybe
(b)I wish I have higher threshold for tolerance---->long way to go
(c)I wish I share a closer relationship with my dad---->still trying hard
(d)I wish I have straight hair---->rebond does the wonder, isnt it?
(e)I wish I can stay happy forever---->that depends on many factor

A reason to cheer up:

ITS PUBLIC HOLIDAY
TOMORROW!!! ;P

Actually I have blogging these few days but they are always incomplete and eventually save as drafts. I hope this time it will be posted. =) I have so much to blog but simply dun hv the spare time for it!

Ya, the most hateful and stressful period is coming soon. EXAMS! Exactly 30 days to my exams. I love countdown for xmas, chinese new year but not this. It will only generate more stress. I remember my sch teachers always said this to us, " Exams are just to test your knowledge for the subjects, as long as you do your work consistently and listen attentively in class, passing the exams shouldnt be a problem. " Ya, I totally agree with the teachers. And the problem is... I din do my work consistently neither did I listen attentively in class. I realise I have become lazier,less hardworking and less motivated. Doing the same routine things for the past 3 years has become numb to me, and I am always looking for shortcut to get things done asap. "ORD" in july next year. God bless me for the last final lap.

Busy-->contact less-->lost contact-->gone??
I have been missing my dear frens thro I manage to meet up with Gazebooers last fri.
Met up with ah mei and Tiff on ah mei's bdae and that was last month.
Reading up on blog is the best way to know how my frens are doing.
And dear Kulish, if you are reading this pls meet up soon. 3 weeks no ice cream session has become a tortured to me. Simple love all the craps session, laughing like hell as if we own the whole damn cafe.

A funny forwarded email to share with u guys.
Have a good laugh and blessed day ahead. =)

A Singaporean was on holiday in Malaysia..
He was having his coffee, croissants, bread, butter & jam at the hotel's coffee house.
A Malaysian man who was chewing gum, sat down next to him & started a casual conversation.

Malaysian : "You Singaporeans eat the whole bread?"
Singaporean : "Of course."
Malaysian : "We don't. In Malaysia , we only eat what's inside. The crusts we collect in a container, recycle it, transform them into croissants & sell them across to Singapore."

The Malaysian then had a smirk on his face while the Singaporean listened in silence.
Malaysian : "Do you eat the jam with the bread?"
Singaporean : "Of course."
Malaysian (chuckling): "We don't. In Malaysia, we eat fresh fruit for breakfast, then we put all the peels, seeds & other left-overs in a container, recycle them, transform them into jam,..... before we sell it across to Singapore."

This time, the Singaporean retorted : "Do you have sex in Malaysia?"
Malaysian : "Why, of course we do"
Singaporean : "Do you wear protection"
Malaysian : "Of course! We wear condoms."
Singaporean : "And what do you do with the condoms once you've used them?"
Malaysian : "Stupid question ! Of course we throw them away."
Singaporean : "We don't. In Singapore, the government secretly puts them
ina container, recycle them, melt them down into chewing gum & sell them across to Malaysia,... & that's the real reason why we banned chewing
gum in Singapore."