Damn it. I am sick again. When did I become so weak and susceptible to flu virus? My last sick record was april! Have been coughing my lungs out and having a bad sore throat for the past few days. I have a bad habit of not seeing the doctor whenever I am sick coz I always believe that minor illnessess such as cough and running nose will go away if I drink enough water. But it takes a long time to recover.

My results for the last semester has been out. BB+B-D+. And I got B for my fyp. I am satisfied with my fyp grade coz I know I din put in much effort for my fyp so cant expect for higher grade. My results for the four years in ntu added up to a 2nd lower class honours. :( Well...ahem at least I got a honours.. Din let my parents down...

Back to my job search. Frankly speaking, I dun feel like starting work now. Besides that I am not mentally prepared for entering the working society. I know specifically what kind of job and position I want to look for. Even though I have been complaining about my engineering course, I do hv an interest in some areas which is semiconductor(my specialisation). All my job search are concentrated on wafer fabrication companies. One thing that is holding me back for applying the job is the tough working condition. Most semiconductor industries require to work 12 hrs rotating shift which I doubt I can make it coz I am someone who is very concern about sleeping early. How can I bear to exchange my precious sleeping hours for money$$. No amount of money will be able to compensate for that! I can imagine myself quitting the job after one week I start work.

Besides that, I hv three private tuition now. I need to choose between engineering job and tuition which I dun want to let go. Coz I am satisfied with the pay as well as the job. My passion for teaching is back again! In fact I enjoy what I am doing now thats why I stop the job search. Maybe I should try being a full time tutor but if I were to become a full time tutor I cant continue this job for the rest of my life. It would be such a waste to spend so much money and time studying in university. And it can be quite stress when all my friends hv started working and I am the only one who haven start working. I dun want to anyhow apply for a job just to try out coz the first job is going to hv a major impact on the rest of my working career. Haiz..