I did not go online for more than 3 weeks!! Thank god that darling deposited his laptop at my hse for 3 days. Otherwise I duno when I will be checking mail, surfing net, reading blog again. So today I will write a super long entry. Hee. CNY is coming!!! So excited and happy. This is the first time I will be spending my new year eve and 1st day of CNY working. Actually I dun mind that coz every year my CNY is spent at home doing nth. Haha. The only sad thing is that I cant accompany my mum to chinatown on the eve. My dad wont go with my mum coz he hates the crowd. Feb is going to be a relaxed month for me. It will be over very soon. First is CNY, then dar's bdae then V-day then Bintan trip with my dear gals(but I doubt huiya got go and book leh) and lastly Genting trip(going to invest all my ang pow money at the casino) My feb is packed with fun-filled activities. I cant wait for them to come esp the Bintan trip. Need to destress. Last week I bought a swatch watch for darling as bdae gift. I had a hard time deciding which watch to buy coz of my budget. And I realised I am a fickle-minded person. When I hv decided to buy the watch, I can still go and look at other watches while queueing to pay and change my mind at the very last min. Dar requested to hv an early bdae celebration coz he will be working on his bdae. So we went out on last thur. It has been such a long time that we both spend time together for a day. I din plan any program for that day. Abit bad on my side coz I hv ben too busy to come up with some special on his bdae as compared to last year. We went for some shopping and movie, and later dinner at Ichiban. Dar loves that jap restaurant the first time he went there coz the food is really delicious. After that we went to esplande for a stroll. A very simple bdae celebration. Will do sth special on his catual bdae. But dar likes the watch very much.Phew... Sometimes I think life is so amused. The most stressful part of my job I feel is the daily mrn meeting. Its stressful coz I need to present every mrn. Ya, do presentation!! I will shiver the moment I hear the word 'present' or 'do presentation'. I hated it when its in sch. I thought I can escape from doing presentation after I graduated. Yet I landed myself in a job that needs to do presentation every day. What the... And the director always like to ask qns in the meeting. Most of the time, my mind will be blank and I will give a blur look when asked. To me, I feel that its a torture coz after working thro the night my brain has worn out and I still need to force my brain to think at the last hr before knock off. No kidding. Try staying awake for 12 hrs thro the nite until 8am in the mrn, and c if ur mind can still think properly. Your mind will be very saturated yet blank. I think I hv blog enough. Its time to sleep. I am sleeping very late even during my off day. That is very BAD!! Nitez..