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I duno if i am invading his privacy by looking at his blog.
If he knows about it, he will be angry with me.
If i dun tell anybody then he wun know lo. ^_^
Haiz, anyway we are going to be ordinary frens le so y not just read it.
Well, at least i get to know him better thro his blog.

Having some mixed feelings aft reading his blog.
He is a lonely guy constantly looking out for his dream gal.
He has alot of crush here n there.
His reason for love is companionship.
Cos most of his frens are attached.
I read abt the story of him n his crush.
Mine is nth compared to theirs.
I am nothing but just another crush of his.
Its all an illusion that happened in one nite, tts all.
How can there be love between me n him?
Nothing will cum out of it. I think too much.
But anyway he has given up le. (I am not sure. I think yes ba)
And i hv slowly getting used to not msging him.
We are just passer-by in each others' life.
He continue to search for his dream gal while i go pursuit my dreams.
I am not turning back anymore le. He wont turn back too. :'(
I almost wanted to let him know how i feel abt him but i decided not to in the end.
I wanted to ask him out for a walk but kick off the idea in the end.
I am hoping he will ask me out again but everyday is an empty wait.
He has really given up on me le.
Maybe he is tired too ba.
Just let go this fate ba.

Its time to wake up, i really need to remind myself million of times!
I am going to channel all my time n energy on tuition.
I am not going to let relationship bother me anymore.
I am the one who let go this opportunity.
Since i hv chosen to take this course then i shldnt regret.
Even if there are tears i am not gg to let it drop.
Shit me! ARGH.