<< MIA >>

I hv been neglecting this place.
No special occasion to be here today.
Just doing some net surfing for info.
This week is coming to an end. week 7.
#15 more weeks to go. Jia You!

What i hv been doing for the past 20 days?
Going to work, giving tuition, meeting up with friends...
I am still the same old me.

My tuition assignments come and go.
When will i get a permanent private tuition?
Thought of quitting my tuition at the Centre.
Kinda sick of the environment and the kids are getting nasty.

Nothing interesting is happening in my life.
I hv been through the darkest period of my life.
I hv been through the happiest moment in my life.
I hv been through the saddest period in my life.
I hv been in love.
I hv been out of love.
I missed the roller coaster ride.

<< Be motivated, gal >>

Today i finally did what i hv promise myself to do.
That is to exercise!!
Even tho i only ran 2 rounds but its a good start.
I hv decided to go jogging every sun morning.
Hope i wun stop halfway like last time.
Gals, c'mon lets go do some exercise be it jogging or badminton but no swimming pls.
Make sun our Exercise Day!

National Day is coming...
My supervisor is giving me a half day off on mon.
He asked me not to tell anyone. Hee. So touched!!
What a precious off day!!!

I hv sorted out my thoughts.
I shouldnt keep complaining my job.
I should stay motivated and learn as much as i can.
Most importantly, i wana realise my dreams.
Tiff, give me a little more time to pick myself up from this mess.

[ Dream what you want to dream.
Go where you want to go.
Be what you want to be.
Beacuse you only have one life
and one chance to do all the things you want to do. ]

<< What is the meaning of life? >>

My life is in a mess now.
I wish i can just sleep forever never to wake up to work.
Can someone tell me what is the meaning of life?
I used to be very clear what i want in life but now...
Where has all my goals go?
Why din i achieve the goals tt i hv planned?
I hate my meaningless life now.
I hate my zhuo bo job.
I hv not been to town for ages.
I really x2 need a break.
I hate routine. I go home straight after work and sleep at 10+ everyday and the cycle just repeat and repeat and repeat...
Why my life has become so meaningless and aimless?

Today i was scolded twice at work.
My colleague has misplaced his stuff and accused me of taking it.
I hate to be accused and somemore his tone is fuckingly rude.
Just becos i am new here? Shit u.
He din even apologise after knowing tt it is his own fault.

Second scolding>> Came back 10 mins late for lunch.
" You are on attachment. The GM has asked me to monitor your lunch hrs. Dun be late next time. "
Hey what the hell is this?! Dun you know it is raining heavily, of course I hv to wait for the rain to stop before i can make my way back. Shit u.

A boring job with low pay, no off days, sat need to come back, lunch cannot be late, deduct pay for reporting to work late. ARGHhh..crazy job!!! :(

Alot of things to rush.
I feel so STRESSED!
Need to write logbook. Its already the 4th week and i haven start writing.
Tuition kids CA2 coming soon. Need to prepare them.
And Tiff, I am sorry if i am slacker to you.
Why so many things to do?
I know i hv grown up, I should learn how to handle things instead of getting so frustrated.
But i just feel so fuck up with my life.