Living in an Ironic World

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

<< sick >>

I hate this! I am down with flu. Arghhh!
Mugging in the middle of night with this stupid flu disrupting my study mood.
Kulish, the smell of the dry rose is making me sneeze like hell.
I am feeling so demoralise now becos of my accounting test tmr.
Accounting is real difficult! OMG.
Moo, now i understand how u feel after ur accounting paper.
I am feeling so drowsy after the medi. I wana go to dreamland..

Meeting up my dear Tiff next tue. Book u le!
I wana try the strawberry shortcake that Tiff always crave for.
I wana know what attract my dear gal to be so crazy abt it.

Last section of the notes to go. Jia you jia you.

Sunday, May 28, 2006

<< Great Spore Sales>>

I rarely have the chance to use my com now let alone blogging.
My bro is hogging the com for more than ten hrs practically everyday.
He is hooked to warcraft and frozen throne.
He is like being possessed when I see him played.

Anyway I am still the same as before, doing the same things everyday.
I finally went for jogging this mrn. Yuppie.
But was caught in the rain on my way home.

I was surprised that Tiff wants to jog but her timing is too early.
She once told me that jogging is boring.
I hope she mean it and jog for life not temporary.

I wish I am at Genting Casino hitting the jackpot now!!
I wana strike Triple X.
Thanks Tiff for introducing me to X-men and since then I hv fallen in love with it deeply.
I promise I wun leave her out for genting casino in the future.
I am not an addictive gambling queen.
And I dun think it is a waste of money going to Casino.
Cause every cents I spent I get happiness in return.
As long as I am happy, the rest doesnt matter.
Life is short, pls do enjoy to the fullest.

I am glad that I am going back sch twice a day during the holiday.
Otherwise I will be damn bored at home and end up spending more.
I need to be more wise in spending my money now becos of my Thailand and Rendang trip.
I am so excited to visit Bangkok again.
I can go find Tiki, the gal whom I gave a white rose to the last time I went.
I hope she is still working in the Sumo Restaurant and hopefully still rem me.

Great Spore Sales is here!
Went to orchard on Sat with my dear gazebooers.
The crowd nearly drowned me.
Whichever corner I turned to, it is packed with shoppers.
So much jostling and stepping on each other shoes.
I hate crowded place. Cant even find a proper place to eat.
I din really shop much becos of the crowd but I managed to buy a watch.

It is the 3rd black watch I owned. *Happy.

But I am thinking of changing it to other colour cos the the black is too boyish for me.
There are so many things I want to buy!!
I cant get enough of shopping!!
If anyone of u are free to shop on weekdays, let me know k.


I just got my May's pay for tuition.
Super pathetic. It is not even enough for me to hit the jackpot.
I SWEAR I am going to quit when a better tuition job comes along.

Saturday, May 20, 2006

<< Ass >>

I should be on the bus heading to Genting now.
My fren cant make it last min.
I was quite disappointed at first but I am glad that the trip is postponed.
Coz I overspent for the past few weeks.
Cant afford to go Casino to hit the jackpot now.
And I hv no income coming in for the next few months.
My holiday just started 2 weeks ago and I hv been spending like there is no tomorrow.
Horrible me!
I cant imagine travelling without concession after I hv graduated.
Concession really help to save alot on my transportation.
I better go and find some part time temp job.
But I too lazy to go for job interview and the interview does not guaranteed I get the job.
And I will end up wasting my time and money on transportation.
Anyone got job lobang??
Money is always not enough!!

Monday, May 15, 2006

<< NorMaL monday >>

I am getting sick of everything in my life.
I want to leave this small island!!
But why it is always the wrong timing?
Its so hard to find the perfect timing where everyone can make it.
The best is to go alone. No hassle and no need to please everyone.

I am getting more and more insolated over the years.
I dun understand myself anymore.
I have stopping making close frens with anybody.
Duno wats fucking wrong with me.

Getting vexed over my future too.
I am left with one more year before I graduate.
I think I should really sit down and plan my future carefully.
But wat can I do after I graduate? Engineer?
Am I going to do the things that I dun like for the entire of my working life?
I frown when I think of that.

I chatted with a fren regarding this.
She is joining the teaching career.
I have nv thought of teaching as a career even thou I like teaching very much.
Not until she told me the luxurious pay.
Frankly speaking, I am tempted to join the teaching career after hearing it.
That will be my backup plan.

My accounting class in holi has started.
I feel so inferior inside the class.
All the students in the class are so well spoken and out spoken.
And I hate presentation. I hate public speaking.
I dun even have the courage to look at the audience.
My forever weakness.

I am going to Genting Casino AGAIN this sat.
To whack the X-men and this time I will bring more $$.

Waiting for Da Vinci Code and X-Men movie and many more.
I am going to watch all at one go when I come back.

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

<< Slacking around >>

Hv not been well these few weeks.
My insomnia is coming back. *Shoo go away pls.
Arghhh. I hv got ugly puffy and dull eyes now.
I guess my biological system has got used sleeping very late during the exam period. And the weather is damn humid and hot these days.
My bed feels like oven. Dun feel like going anywhere too. The moment I step out of my house, I feel like I am melting away slowly.

Yesterday was damn high. Celebrate my supervisor Kulish bdae.
Turning 32 today. You will always be me and Angie respectable UNCLE!! Whaha. Opps. Will kena 'qiang bi' by your powderlyful gun.
Get to know another cafe thro Uncle. Hard Rock Cafe.
Nice place and gaint serving food. And balloons!! Will come back again.

My holiday ends at 7th of Aug. Thats super long. *Shiok.
Should I learn driving?? Even Yaya has gotten a car license.
And my dad wont be using his car on wkdays for 3 yrs!
I will get to drive his car once I hv gotten a car license.
But I will be super broke after that unless my parents...

I am getting sleepy now. Yawn~
Hate to rcv phone calls or someone pressing doorbell when I am sleeping!
The person who called is going to be cursed by me. Nitez!

Sunday, May 07, 2006

<< First Day of Holiday >>

This place has been collecting dust.
Cause my computer has been spoilt for 2 weeks.

And nobody bothers to get it repair.
Dear computer, pls dun fall sick again.
My life cant do without you.

My one month exams have FINALLY ended.

No comments for it except that I did badly for it.
Why all my frens wont believe that I REALLY did badly to the extend of failing?
Thanks for having so much confidence in me.
But its REAL this time.
Whether I can make it or not this time, one thing is sure.
I have totally lost interest in studying.
Still trying to search that hardworking gal which I used to be..
Think she has vanished into the thin air.

I have made a breakthrough.
I always dun like the idea of group study cause I feel that it is ineffective.
I even detest studying outside cause I cant concentrate in music background environment.
But I have overcome all these barriers!
I cant imagine I would ever study in fast food restaurant for more than 8 hrs.
Studying in 24hrs Mac til wee hrs the day before our exams.
All my pocket money is spent on cab fare!
For the first time, I felt so close to my ntu mates.

Jusr met up with my dear gazebooers on fri.
I really miss you gals!!
The last time we hang out itiz on my birthday?
Thats so looonnng ago. So we must hang out more during the holidays.

I hv not seen Tiff for long time too.
Wanted to ask her n zm out for coffee, and I forgotten she is in hongkong now.
Take more photos of HK scenery k!