I feel alot better after a couple of de-stress session.Targetting for perfection is impossible.Coz nothing is perfect in this world.For that I bought alot of unnecessary stress to myself.And unhappiness as well.Silly me.Went shopping with Tiff yest.We looked tired and sian when we met on the bus.I was rushing some drawings before meeting Tiff.And tiff was sleeping before meeting me.I knew it. Stay with her for a day and you will know her living style. ;PWe both remain silent on the journey.I guess we have not warm up yet.We are not into the shopping situation until we walked into BYSI.My shopping list is simple.I only want a plain white spag top to go with my orange skirt.Simple yet diffcult to find the right type of material texture.Loves to shop with Tiff coz she has unique taste for clothes.Ever since the last time I shop with her, I am influenced by her to wear dress.Dress is now one of the items on my shopping list.I realised whenever we visit Mango, she will definitely grab a few clothes off the shelves and ask me to try.It only happens at Mango. Why huh?I have finally visted the XIN WANG hongkong cafe.I have always wanted to visit it and find out what it has in store for cafe lovers.My passion for opening a cafe has not changed.Chi-na design with some warrior statues.Nice ambience but food is average.Learnt a new way of eating fried mini buns from Tiff.Dip it with condensed milk and it tastes heavenly yummy.Try it and you will get what I mean. =)It has been a year plus and we are still proud of StyleP.We lose but we gain invaluable experience.Thinking back of all..the fun, the quarrels, bangkok trip, missing flight, pasar malam..Its indeed memorable.If we have money when we retire, lets work together again. haa.To all my dearies, a website to share with u.Nice and cheap clothes. Take a look at www.cct-fashion.com
New year resolution revisit1) Spend less and save more--->My piggy is still 'underweight'. Will try to hit my target so that I can open an UOB account. jiA yOu!2) Work super hard and play hard as well for my last sem in ntu---> I did work super hard but I play very little. =(3) Try to get as many As as possible. It will be my last chance already---> Why should I wait for the last year in ntu then try to get as many As as possible? Anyway just chiong all the way.4) Spend more time with my parents. Improve communication with them--->Well it only lasts for a week after I wrote down the new year resolution. =/5) Get my driving license---> The first I want to do after I graduate.6) Find out what I really want in life. Is engineering jobs really suit me?---> Will attend the career exhibition held in ntu and see how.7) Try not to be so pai seh with every little thing--->Trying to but seems hard to change that weird habit of mine. 8) Learn tennis and yoga--->I have signed up for yoga! and had attended the first lesson with Moo. It was FUN! Will learn tennis when I hv the time and also money.Just doing some self reflection. I hope I can accomplish at least half of it.
<< School blues >>
I hv finally waited for the weekends.
I am hating school more and more.
I am not only having monday blues.
I am having 'everyday' blues as long as I need to go school.
My luck in Yr2007 seems bad.
My rat zodiac clashes with the piggy?
Bad luck#1:
My timetable was screwed up becos of clashes here and there. Sch term starts since last mon and my timetable hv yet to finalise=cant sit down in peace to study and revise lec notes. Was in dilemma for the entire week whether to drop my fav module becos of clashes and time constraint. I made up my mind on Fri. It was a diffcult decision. I dropped one of my fav module(and also fav lecturer!) in exchange for a easier + boring module. =( I can only say its a pity. I need the time for my fyp. Cursing and swearing at my fyp!
Bad luck#2:
It is also to do with my timetable. Initially my mon is off but now its back to 5 days week. That is the trade off I hv to accept for changing to an easier module.
Bad luck#3:
For the first time I am troubled over project grouping prob and I saw the ugly side of my best fren. In the past, there was no such prob becos I was usually a loner and bo chap type. I was never worry when it comes to project grouping. I choose the slot that suit my timetable the best and let fate decide who will be my project mates.
This sem I register a project based module with a group of gal frens and saw alot of friendship prob. I agree everyone is selfish but I din expect that best fren of mine to be even more selfish. The more I see her the more I am disgusted by her.Bad luck#4: I dropped my handphone! Ouch, my hear hurts. The impact was so great that the cover and memory card actually flew out. Lucky there isnt any scratches and it is still fuctioning well. I am planning to change phone cos Nokia phone always hang.Bad luck#5: My love life will encounter some twists and turns due to some conflicts and disagreement. This is from my zodiac for the year 2007 and we are both rats. Its quite true coz we had some stupid quarrels over trival things.Bad luck#6:I lost all my students. The tuition centre din contact me to start work and my private student has changed her hp nos. Maybe I din do a good job.I need to wear some crystals to ward off more bad lucks. Shoo!!
<< My first complain in 2007 >>
I wish, I wish, I wish..that my fyp is in pairs and not indivdual so that I can discuss with my partner all the problems I encounter in the proj, so that there is at least someone to share the stress and workload with me, so that someone will at least understand what the hell I am talking regarding my proj. Nobody seems to understand my proj even tho I tried explaining what it is about. Neither do I understand what my frens' fyp is about. One word: COMPLICATED. Half a sem has gone and I am still at the same spot where I started. NO DIRECTION. LOST. AGITATED. VEXED. ANGRY. Its getting more and more stressed becoz the DEADline for the final report is 13 Mar. One day after my bdae. I am so disappointed with my capability in doing things. First of all, the fyp I am doing has nothing to do with my course of study. Its OPTICS. It was a last min change. Put in other words, I am forced to change to that proj. It was my Prof research proj and I am doing it for my fyp. The diffculty level is 3 times harder. I am very grateful for all the ppl who has help me in my fyp in one way or another but I still have to solve the main prob by MYSELF. Going to bed whenever I faced a prob is my solution now. I always hope I can find some inspiration to solve it after I woke up but I ended up sleeping more, hating the proj more.
<< happy new year >>
First of all, Happy New Year to all my dear frens out there! Wishing u all the best in everything in the yr 2007. Lets work towards our new year resolution and make sure it doesnt accumulate to yr 2008. And thks for all the greeting msg which I din reply in time. I was away from spore for 2 days. He finally brought me back to his hometown in msia to let his family see. I passed the test. Accepted. Approved. His mum even ask me to come again on chinese new year. I am looking forward to it. I had so much fun. My last 2 days of yr 2006 was indeed memorable. And guess what, I cried on the bus on my way home to spore. I missed the place. I always has a very unique feeling, a strange kind of bonding when I go back to msia, somehow I just feel that I belong to there. Maybe I really do.Enough of my updating. Here comes my new year resolution.1) Spend less and save more.2) Work super hard and play hard as well for my last sem in ntu. 3) Try to get as many As as possible. It will be my last chance already.4) Spend more time with my parents. Improve communication with them.5) Get my driving license.6) Find out what I really want in life. Is engineering jobs really suit me?7) Try not to be so pai seh with every little thing.8) Learn tennis and yoga.But for now, I need to do hair treatment, buy face mask and eye gel. My resolution for now is to get rid of my hay-like hair, disgusting pimples and blackheads, and thick eye bag + dark circles.
