Boring Saturday

It is a boring saturday.
Mum and sis are working.
Dad and bro are sleeping.
Darling has went back to msia and will only be back on thur. =(
And I am in my home making a new organiser for myself(trying to find things to do).
My old one is only left with a few pages.
I love to see the calendar in my orgainser fully filled with things to do.
I want each day of my life to be meaningful.

I am a contradict and fickle-minded person.
I mentioned in my last entry that I dun intend to find a job.
I will give tuition for the time being and may consider to become a full time tutor.
But the day after the entry, an incident happened.
This trival yet significant incident changes the decision I have made.
I hv decided to find an engineering job and start work immediately after my convocation.
Being a full time private tutor is going to get me nowhere unless I am NIE-trained.
Which I dun think I want.
Finding an eng job is a better and appropriate choice.
Besides I am not young anymore. =(
Think of those kids who are still in sec school or jc.
And you find that the number 23 is very depressing.
Stop reminding me that sickening number.
I better spend my youth properly.
Teaching is my passion.
I can always teach when I retired.

Went to see friendster yesterday to check out my friends' lastest update.
More and more people getting engaged or married at such early age.
But definitely not me at the moment.
Have to build my career first.
I also saw photos taken at various countries like taiwan, hk, korea etc.
Watching enviously when they pose with the nice scenery,
drooling over the yummy food in their hand,
xin yang yang over their shopping goodies...
I want to go overseas!!!!!
I wan to go taiwan.
Feel like flying there now and bring back all the goodies.
I should really consider going.
To give myself a big treat for completing the 4yrs 'jail term'.
After which I will have the motivation to work harder for my career.
Ok, that shall be my decision FOR THE NEXT FEW MONTHS.