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Todae i woke up, doll myself up and happily went to sch.
I was happy to go back to sch. Hv not been gg back since mon.
Seems crazy rite? Why suddenly i like to go back to sch?!
It must be someone tt i am looking forward to see in sch...
Unfortunately i lost my ezlink card on my way to the mrt.
I rem the card is still with me when i alight the bus.
Then so weird the card just disappeared without my realisation.
So sad i cant go back sch with them le. :(
Din know that lost a card is so troublesome.
Need to report lost then still need to call this n that.
The worst thing is tt i need to fork out $21 replacement fee.
Haiz. I must be careful not to lost my belongings cos i cant afford to pay!

Went to do my cafe planning just now.
There are so many things involved, so many things to consider.
The explicit cost, the furniture, kitchen equipment, the ingredients needed and alot more.
I dun wan a plain cafe, a cafe tt purely serve snacks and drinks.
I wan my cafe to be unique, a cafe tt can capture the students' hearts.
I am racking my brain to cum up with some valued added service for the students.
I think in a cafe the services provided is more impt than the food and the beverages.
*What will make my cafe unique in the eyes of the students?*

But the more i plan the more disheartened i get.
Before doing the planning, everything seems so simple.
After start doing the planning, everything becum so complicated.
My dream is starting to drift away.
Can my dream be realised?

:: Gal, its just the first step. First step is always the most difficult to overcome. Overcome all ur fears with that burning passion in you. You can do it! ::

I really need to save up. I duno whether i shld give more tuition or find a cafe job.
But I dun hv enough experience to manage a cafe.
Then there is GIP (exchange program) in Jan. Shld i go?
I believe it will be a very good experience and oppt.
But the duration is for 6 months. Away for too long.
What shld i do? I hate to be caught in such dilemma.
Can my dreams be realised?
I can only see question marks now...